February 9th, 2005

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February 8th, 2005

07:25 pm - aerodynamics AERODYNAMICS STINKS!!!!!!!!!! I hate it!!!!!! Current Mood: blank Current Music: Dr. Roy rambling

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February 7th, 2005

08:39 pm - new account i want to start a new lj account, that is my own. not a stolen one.....lol..... i need a creative name though......i thought about accidentcalls or diamondfizz what should i do??? and yeah, i should be doing hw right now.... Current Mood: chipper Current Music: taking back sunday-great romances of the 20 century

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February 3rd, 2005

11:36 pm - lazy is no fun I started the semester off so well. I was going to the gym doing school work. And then i got sick. Now all i want to do is lay in bed. I dont want to go to the gym, i dont want to read or do work. it sucks. i know i shouldnt be lazy, i am what is up with all these scary commercials of scary movies......i am going to have nightmares from this shit.... man......valentines day is coming up.....and no valentine for me :( Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: taking back sunday- tell all your friends cd

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February 1st, 2005

05:17 pm - sicky Yeah, so this whole weekend i was sick :( it was not fun, i didnt have much to do, so it should have been a fun filled weekend, but no. I also missed the phi mu alpha concert. I hope i didnt get anyone sick! Charlie came over and we watched big fish, which of course i cried at the end. But it was a pretty awesome movie, he was right. i havent worked out since i am sick, which i hate. tonight i will go to the gym though!!! i promise. baseball season starts tonight vs. FIU, i probably wont go since i have class, and my little body just can handle how the excitement. finally talked to frank since the last fight. it was ok, then we fought again. i just have had a short temper since i am sick. oh well, whatever! Current Mood: sick

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January 27th, 2005

03:52 pm - Workingout I found a great way to relieve stress......working out. I have gone to the gym everyday this week! Today i am going three times! I walked/jogged the campus today which was a first. It was a lot of fun though! then i am going to an abs class and then class, then the basketball game and then back for either butts and gutts or just running, which i love! I figured that i will exercise a lot now since im not busy, and once i get busy i will be use to working out and when i can do it as much i will still want too. if that makes sense! Current Mood: at work Current Music: something corporate-woke up in a car

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January 26th, 2005

04:37 pm - i like this one better <td>You are a sock. You are a cozy, fuzzy, warm-hearted person. A lot of your friends describe you as a hopeless romantic. You fall for the opposite sex very easily. But be careful, because usually you don't know what you are getting into, and because you are very sensitive, you can get hurt... especially in early relationships. Also, don't exclude the cold-hearted from your "want-list", because they just might be looking for a kind person to warm up their heart.... or a sock to warm up their feet. Most compatible with: Toilet Paper. Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self? </td> Current Mood: bouncy

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04:13 pm - random object <td>You are a hoe. You are characterized as being used by others, when in fact it is the other way around. You are secretive, especially around those you care most about. Even though you are always one take control of situations, people can sometimes bring down your self esteem. But don't worry. You have the opposite sex to make all of your dreams come true. Just don't be too dependent on your lover... he may be only using you to tend to his crops. Most Compatible with: Toilet Paper, and Toenail. Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self? </td> Current Mood: amused Current Music: the damn silents since the speakers wont work!!

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02:00 pm - GRRRR OMG. you(frank) are so fustrating i hate talking about this. i just dont want to talk to you anymore if this is all its going to be. get the fuck over it. i dont love you anymore, i dont want to be with you anymore!!!!!!!! Take a fucking hint! Current Mood: irate Current Music: Brand new-seventy times 7

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12:52 pm oy vey! so i have now had all my classes and i actually like them. well, heat transfer looks like it may give me some problems, and i am just plan confused in aerodynamics. I am going to try really hard to do well this semester though! Is it weird that i am excited to learn this semester...i think not! Current Mood: geeky Current Music: closing time-semisonic

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January 19th, 2005

10:44 am - Nerdy Current Music: construction outside

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January 6th, 2005

12:09 pm - life is weird I hate feelings....and i hate feelings for boys, especially when they give you mixed signals.... eating lunch with shana now, so i will write about the awful new years later.... Current Mood: confused Current Music: fall out boy-chicago is so two years ago

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December 17th, 2004

10:02 am - its been a while life is crazy. well another semester done. it sucked, i was trying to do well, but i had to work again. so i hope i at least past thermo and fluids, the other classes are fine. there are a lot of new ppl in my life. i like that, but at the same time i dont. i actually feel like i am starting all over as a freshman again. just starting my 'college years' since frank isnt here i have a freedom i didnt have while he was here. i have time to go and hang out with other ppl. it great, but since i am just starting to hang out with ppl they are all freshman since they dont really have their clicks yet. its fun having friends once again, but i was use to not hanging out with people, is still kinda dont like it and miss having that connection with frank. I normally can only stand being around ppl for a couple months at a time, and then im not friends with them anymore. With frank, we are going on 4 years. i mean we have our fights and everything but i can still be around him. he really is my soul mate. even though i feel like i dont want to marry him, he will always be my best friend, we just have this connections that you really cant describe. yeah, w/e. i'm not that excited for christmas this year. all my family is away, and i am too poor to buy ppl stuff, so i dont want anything... it sucks...i hate being poor yeah, i will definitely be posting more. i t is a great stress relief devices. Current Mood: drained Current Music: the startling line-the best of me

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March 4th, 2004

04:27 pm - bored wicked bored. it sucks. so i thought i would write in my lj. random huh? school sucks. i'm doing better than last semester, but that doesnt say much. I dont know what happened, i use to be a good student. then i came to college and i dont understand a damn thing. i think i have to much stress in my life. i work two jobs for a total of 30 hours a week. i think that is way to much. and im still poor as fuck. since i have so much stress in my life i decide i want to break up with frank. i think i see him more now then i didnt before i broke up with him. WTF??? I really need to start studying and doing school work more often. i also need a new study partner. Pat is a bad study partner since we always get the same bad grades. i need some smart pills or something. i really dont want to get kick out of school. that would suck. life sucks oh yeah, and everyone keeps telling me i look fat....wtf Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: classic rock

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December 18th, 2003

10:02 am - weird christmas info Who put the "X" in Xmas? That's an easy one. In Greek, X is the first letter of Christ's name, so the letter X was frequently used as a holy symbol and an abbreviation of Christ. Substitute "X" for "Christ" in Christmas, and you get Xmas. Where did we get the tradition of the Christmas tree? The Christmas tree tradition has many roots. The Romans contributed (see above), and the pagan Germans (who later became Christians) also had solstice celebrations honoring trees. They, however, left the trees in the woods. According to legend, the Protestant reformer Martin Luther was the first to decorate a tree indoors. One night, walking in the woods, he saw stars twinkling through evergreen branches. He brought a tree home and decorated it with candles to show his children the dazzling sight. Incidentally, the Advent wreath has a similar story. The ancient Romans bestowed a "victory wreath" on athletes and warriors, and the Lutherans later absorbed this symbol into Christmas as a symbol of Christ's victory. What started the legend of Santa Claus? Santa Claus started out in Turkey as a 4th-century bishop named Nicholas. Early legends said Nicholas helped poor noblemen provide dowries for their daughters by throwing gold coins down their chimneys. The coins landed magically in stockings hung by the fire to dry. Nicholas was later canonized as the patron saint of children, among others. How did Saint Nicholas become Santa Claus? Saint Nicholas's name changed as his fame spread through different language groups. The Dutch, who brought the legend to America, called him Sinter Klaas. From there, it was a short step to Santa Claus. Even so, the European legends differ somewhat from the character Americans have come to know. In Germany and Holland Saint Nicholas is sometimes said to ride through the sky on a horse, is depicted wearing a bishop's robes, and is said to be accompanied at times by Black Peter, an elf whose job is to whip naughty children. How did Santa get so fat? When the legend of Santa Claus first arrived in the United States people envisioned him as thin and gangly. It wasn't until Clement Moore's 1823 poem "A Visit From Saint Nicholas" ("Twas the night before Christmas ...") that Santa came to be seen as fat--like "a bowl full of jelly." (How rude!) Moore's image of Santa was "fleshed out" by a political cartoonist named Thomas Nast, the same man who invented the donkey and the elephant as symbols for the Democratic and Republican parties. It was Nast who created the image of Santa we know today--the fat, jolly fellow with the white beard, red suit, and silly cap. Want More Tamim? Read other columns by Tamim Ansary.It is true, however, that Madison Avenue advertising executives played a role in shaping our image of Santa. In 1931 advertisements for Coca-Cola depicted Santa as a human-sized figure instead of an elf, and in 1939 an advertising writer for Montgomery Ward created Santa's red-nosed sidekick Rudolph. Does Santa Claus really exist? Can't answer that one. The secret of Santa Claus's existence has been entrusted to mothers and fathers. I'm not about to breach that sacred trust. If you don't know, ask your mother or father. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: jingle bells...(its in my head)...

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09:28 am - yea... At work again so i'm bored and have nothing to do, but write. So my third semester of school is over now and i pretty sure im getting a d in ever class but band. whoo-yoo!!! Just found out that brandice has live journal...cool...check her out...BHoppus Oh well, i'll be working all break so i can earn some money, so i dont have to work next semester. That way i can be a good student and student and do homework. So yeah i'll be working for 12 hours for the next two days. oh yeah i joined another color gurad since my first director has been in jail for the last three months. I will not be marching on Braddock Indpendent-World. Im a traitor! also, its like 10 degrees outside...wtf!!!! Current Mood: cold Current Music: silence

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July 14th, 2003

11:49 am - frank.... I'm getting so tired of frank. As you know he cheated on me. We talked things through and he said he was going to change.... well he did. Now he is to obsessed with video games that i dont even exist. And he still has numerous girls text messahing him and iming him, where he promise he would tell them to stop. I know i seem a little controlling, but im at work all day and after him lying to me and cheating on me i cant but to think that something else is going on. Well....I was tired of being ignored and having to feel that frank is not being honest with me and think that he could be doing something he isnt telling me. So he said he wouldnt be playing video games when i am off work so he would spend time with me. But friday night he wanted to play with my brothers, who dont help very much since they were begging him to play. So i said fine b/c he promise that he would pay all of his attension to me on Sat. Then he informs me of his double-header baseball game, which means he wont be done until about 6 pm. So that leaves about 5 hours together. Then I finaly get home at 8 pm to his house, and he isnt even home yet, he went out to get pizza. Once i call him he asks if i want to go to boomers to drive go-karts with all of his friends. I say sure since i dont want to upset him, and him just throw back in my fcae that he is trying to take me out and i dont want to. So we go, we dont get there till about 10pm. I like to go to sleep early, since i normally wake up at 7am. I really tired at this point. I'm going to finish later b/c im at work right now, and cant finish yet.... Current Mood: frustrated

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July 8th, 2003

11:47 am - this is Stef Hi, this is stephanie...Frank never uses his journal so i will...I'm at work right now and it is completely crazy. I work in the financial aid office at U of M and the student accounts office phones are not wokring so we are having all this crazy ppl calling and yelling at us...these ppl suck!!! Well, its busy here and I have to go now...I'll be writing later ~steph Current Mood: aggravated

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June 2nd, 2003

11:16 pm - Cheating... This weekend my g/f read through some of my chat logged conversation and found a conversation of me talking to a girl who i cheated on her with. It was the single worst thing that could have happened in my life. I cheated on her almost six months ago when times were rough and i didnt want to be with her anymore. Not to mention she had done something i thought was pretty horrible and then lied to me about it. Well, anyways, i went to see her the night she found out and we talked. It was her mostly crying and yelling at me "how could you do this" and "fuck u. i hate you." Well, it's been 3 days and we are making remarkable healing progress. We aren't dating anymore, but we've seen each other everyday since the incident for about 4 hours a day. We may get together after awhile. She's the love of my life, and i hope things work out. She's the only thing i cry about. Well, that and my car. but u know how it is. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: The Ataris - TakeOffs and Landings

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May 26th, 2003

07:21 pm - New DSL conncetion. What to do? I have just recently gotten a DSL connection through my local telephone company and i currently am completely lost in finding new things to do and download. Please list your suggestions about what i should download. thanks Current Mood: bored Current Music: The Ataris - In This Diary

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